Cohabitation w/ angel, Moving house, and, Desire as thirst by Josie Jocelyn Suzanne

Cohabitation w/ angel, Moving house, and, Desire as thirst by Josie Jocelyn Suzanne

Cohabitation w/ angel

The angel’s head is

not the traditional

one: no eyes, no

wheels upon

wheels, no bull head, no

lion head, no eagle

no glory: it lies

upon me, a sofa for

a time, and drinks

years: I wanted to write

you I speak to

the air around it

buzzing, but

you wouldn’t allow it

unchanged it

says umm yeah I

guess, sorry lol. When

the last judgement

comes, I say,

for my life, you will

make an excellent witness.

Yes, it answers.

 

Moving house

I unscrew the bed, take

the replacement bolt

keeping our footposts solid, ice

preserving atoms/fossils

out of the mahogany, taking a hole

apart. The bedroom shrinks with

its range of interaction/of

archaeology: the rediscovered ladybird

hairclips, the tiger balm... clings

to our jeans, the dust, like thinning

hair/snow. All that remains, the

vacuum. The nozzle crunching over

carpet ice flows under-

-foot. The room is spotless, footsteps

vanished into space/ the invisible

fit-to-bursting bag of loose sweet wrappers,

skin flakes, pizza crumbs, particles. New

once more. I unscrew.

 

Desire as thirst

After I’ve paid your water

bill, enough remaining to splurge

on 2 beyond beef patties

and birds-eye frozen

health-mix, I put my lips

to the kitchen tap, and

sup. Each drag a

dig: each gulp

asks, ‘what if

there’s more?’, what if

you could widen

your mouth, as much as

you could?

You drink me

—whoever you are—

and we are digging a well

respectfully.

 

Find more from Josie Jocelyn on Baby Teeth here and here as well as in our queer zine Leaf Pile! And check out their website, Twitter, and Instagram.

 

Executive Producers

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Sue White

Hayley Scrivenor

Ligatures, Identical Twins, and, Honey Moon by Sujatha Menon

Ligatures, Identical Twins, and, Honey Moon by Sujatha Menon

35mm Film Photography from Liz King

35mm Film Photography from Liz King